Love

That stupid thing that finds a way into everyone and both helps and ruins everything. I have promised myself since I was in second grade that I would never really love someone fully and completely because I just can't lose anybody else. It is just too hard. Ever since my parents decided to get a divorce, I haven't been exactly your average child. No matter what anyone tells me, it is still always been to hard to let myself be happy with someone because I know it won't last. Even being friends with Dee Dee, I couldn't totally let myself go and be free. I thought I would always be stuck like this, and then I met someone. We were together for a week and a half but it didnt work well because we never saw each other. We are currently officially broken up, but you never know. We both would like to be together but we can never see each other, so once we are older and can drive to see each other, there is always a possibility. Until then, I shan't know whether I am considered in a relationship or not.